Getting Deep

Hey ,

No Fancy tag lines this time, just me here to rant about something. I have essentially today to get some documents into a client - now this is 100% do able in a matter of 5 min. However, finding the documents, the pictures (that I have already) and the like, seem... tedious. I sit here and instead of doing what I should be doing. Handing off those documents - I'm writing a fucking blog post that no ones going to read. I want to do it - cause it would mean I get paid, but even with money as a "motivation" I still can't be bothered. It's like why!? WHY Am I like this.

I'm Medicated for my ADHD, and whats worse it's not adHd it's ADiD. So people just think I'm lazy and dont give a fuck. The fact is I sit here doing shit like this - writing blog posts or writing code. I pour all my energy into a single thing so much so that I forget about everything else, or I just dont have to deal with it.

This is my Personal hell, Executive Dysfunction is it's name and fuck me... does it
hit like a Mack Truck when it does.

So I'm going to go outside , have a smoke - ... have a "smoke"
and fucking send those god damn documents for fuck sakes!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH LERRRRRRRROOOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY JENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNKIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Be Your Best - All The Best

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